Life Changes

I should be more stressed than I am. I have no idea where my life is headed. I'm not even sure I want to go back to BYU in the fall. I'm uncertain about my education, my future employment, heck, my current employment. I just don't know. I'm still not 100% health wise and I'm considering a major life change. One of the girls I visit teach told me about Ayurveda-- traditional Indian medicine (like from India). It's just that 'traditional' medicine isn't doing much for me. I need to get insurance first. I'm looking for a place in Provo that can hopefully help me. Otherwise I'm not going to be able to cut it. I can't keep living like this.