Go to bed without brushing your teeth and have a soothed throat, or have a sore throat and clean teeth? I just popped a cough drop so if I did go to bed I would either have to throw out my drop (and it makes my throat feel way too good to do that) or I would have to skip brushing my teeth, sick nasty. Neither of these sounds like a good plan to me. Perhaps I'll just wait, waste some more time. I could take a shower, or check my email for the 100000 time, or I could just bite the bullet and head off to bed. It's just... I don't like sharing a bed. And it seems like it's going to be my lot in life for the next few days. Kristen flew in on Monday, Greg comes tomorrow. I am working very hard not to freak out about this trip, because Kristen's alread doing enough of that for the both of us. Greg is coming tomorrow. Her boyfriend. Why would I freak out? Well, I am the older sister. I guess I feel like it should be me bringing a guy home. And when she gets engaged I'll have to be happy and supportive. And I will be. I'm learning to realize that her moving forward in her life doesn't mean that I'm behind in mine. Would I rather be married or single right now? Honestly, here, I'd rather be single, but I'm not really looking forward to going back to BYU single. I'm normal here, even young in the ward (at least till the college kids showed up) but there... I'm an old maid. I know, I know, Melo-drama, but whatever! I'm going to be happy and successful and have a full life, until the right time and the right person comes along to take me to the right place.
Faith in God includes faith in His timing- Neal A Maxwell
No comments:
Post a Comment